The Merry Month of May...

Well, we're already into May and so far it's been a strange roller coaster ride through peaks of pure joy and depths of pure hell... I love my new home, and am thrilled at the way everything is coming along...the girls' rooms have been painted and decorated courtesy of Jessica, and there was relatively little to do except change the kitchen faucet and locks on the doors. I know there's much more to do later, but for now everything's fine... on the other hand, I lost one of my best friends, we had to go to court to settle custodial issues for the girls, we had to have one of the cats euthanized, the school and daycare for the girls are giving us a hard time...the fun never ends I tell ya... other than all of that I'm beginning to truly get restless...I need to get back to work... I'm not sure what I'll do, but I have to do something...I need to be able to have something in my life that doesn't revolve around court and exes and stress... I need an outlet...I love my new family, I really really do... I just need time to myself... and I have to figure out if that means returning to work, or starting my own business...dunno...not sure yet...guess I'll just go see the new Star Trek movie and pig out on greasy popcorn until I figure it out...;) Ciao for now Bellas...