Misery

The weather sucks, our rent-to-own deal fell through because our "landlord/seller" decided it would be easier to sell the house out from under us rather than get it up to code. There is mold growing in the form of very large mushrooms in Jessica's bedroom in the basement...the retaining wall was removed in the house therefore the upstairs is actually caving in as can be clearly seen from the outside as well as the kitchen ceiling which is drooping all to hell...they've never gotten us a new outside door for the back so if we open the big door our puppy gets out and runs all over God's creation....(he's 11 months old, part lab and part greyhound) ...you get the picture...anyway, the list of problems with the house goes on and on...so what does he do instead of repairing it for us...we get a knock at the door and it's a realtor letting us know he's been told to put up a sign since the owner has decided to put it up for sale...fuck the fact that he's got a deal with us, fuck the fact that I'm his wife's cousin, fuck the fact that we've been taking good care of the place and that we've pointed out what needs to be done and even offered to fix it....fuck all that...why should he care...it's too much life fucking work...better off to kick out a family who just moved it...got rid of half their stuff in order to move in here and has no place to go...fan-fucking-tastic... Not to mention, Troy's children are constantly coming back from their mother's place bruised, crying, taking temper tantrums, yadda yadda...we've gone to the CAS at least once a week in the last 3 months, with pictures, and complaints...they don't seem that concerned because the children's mother is saying they're just clumsy!!!! Now, the oldes child (who is 6 years old) tells the worker in person what her mother is doing to her...she describes both physical and sexual abuse...the worker tells us to keep them at our place and not send them to their mother's place since this time it's serious...she calls back the next day and says the mother says it never happened...so it's up to us if we want to send them back!!!!!WTF!! We brought them to the doctor's to have them checked out....the oldest repeated what she had told the CAS worker...the doctor called CAS...they apparently said that it's still being investigated...further interviews with their mother should be happening sometime soon...nothing else...WTF??? I'm at a loss....seriously...the kids may have to go back to a monster's home...we're probably losing our home...Troy is not well....I'm going to fucking lose it very shortly I assure you...HELP!!!!!!